Friday, January 30, 2004

............ and so i try again

I slept alright...... this morning at 7:55 am my mother calls me as she sometimes does.... acting like shes standing at my bedroom door flicking the light switch on and off like she did all while i was growing up...:" Get up kid!!... You still sleepin".....

my mommy.... the words cannnot explain the depth of love this daughter has for this womyn... who gave her this life.... the womyn who has pushed and annoyed and loved and made laugh till she peed her pants.....

this mornign at 7:55am she tells me she has to have coronary surgery.. on Tuesday.... she says she'lll be alright..... but the bottom has already fallen out.....

and so thats how it stands...... 10,000 joys..... 10,000 sorrows....

say a prayer (...or whatever it is u do) for my mommy... and your mama... and dey momma.... and she mom.....